I feel very sad right now. I just feel...I'm worried about many things, like my family and my school work. I honestly don't have any real life friends, and nearly everybody at my school is either rude or obnoxious. I'm terrible at socializing...and the few friends I have online...I'll never be able to meet them, since they live so far away from me. And I'm worried that if I say a single thing out of line that could be considered rude, that I'm going to lose a friendship very quickly. I just... I know there are good people out there, but I feel like that I'll never be able to see them. I'm actually tearing up while I'm writing this.... I'm sorry. I just need to let out my emotions somehow.
Hopefully, my upcoming Hiro Hamada cosplay photoshoot will make me feel better, but still....I have a feeling of sadness....and doubt.